the bridge
This year there have been a few setbacks. Goals that had been made were placed on hold as I waited upon other people. I need to stop waiting for other people to be ready to do the things that I want to do… I need to just get out there and do them. As the year winds down I reflect, as we all tend to do. This year has been filled with amazing moments as well as some crapnificent times. I wonder… did I accomplish everything I set out to do?
I thought this year was going to go out on a sour note as I lost the friendship of two people that I cared about. It is better that I am freed from the lies that they spun around me, but it doesn’t mean that I can’t mourn the loss. But as I mentioned the thought of the sour note, I have met a new friend. a possible companion? We shall see. Only time can show me that. He has made it his mission to help me complete my wish list of 2009. The big ticket item was that I wanted to set foot on the golden gate bridge and make the trek to the other side. Last night he asked if for our second date, he could take me across the bridge. I have been begging people to go with me and all were too busy, but this guy is taking the time to show me the way. There is something very magical about this journey that I am embarking upon. I can’t wait to see where it goes. Perhaps this journey across the bridge will bridge the cracks in my heart… whoa that just went to cheeseydom. That’s where I will leave this thought process.
